I'm tired of having too much faith in people. too much faith in everything people do. I always seem to get let down by the ones that I put the most effort in helping. I'm tired of it. I hate that one of my good Friends is going down the wrong path, and the worst part is, I cannot do anything about it. I am stuck. stuck watching them drown. drown in their own sorrows, their own pains, their own weaknesses. I wish that I can just throw them an ore, or even a life vest. The only thing is that I can't. They are too far in...too deep.

why can we just give the ones that are making mistakes a mirror. a mirror that lets them see their future, the ugliness that is arising inside of them. please let me make them stop.please let me do something. I guess the only thing that i can really do is just have faith in myself to not give up on them. maybe they will survive the drowning. maybe they will get the strength to push through.